Jennifer Hull, Shook, in conversation with Eva Holland, Nerve

To join us for this conversation on Zoom, please click here.

About Shook

Dave Hahn, a local of Taos, New Mexico, is a legendary figure in mountaineering. Elite members of the climbing community have likened him to the Michael Jordan, Cal Ripkin, or Michael Phelps of the climbing world, while emphasizing the distinction that Dave had accomplished his mountaineering feats while safely guiding non-professional clients. The 2015 expedition that he would lead on Everest came just one short year after a season ending tragedy, when an avalanche in the notorious Khumbu Icefall claimed the lives of sixteen Sherpas working in it. Dave and his team – Sherpa sirdar Chhering Dorje, assistant guide JJ Justman, base camp manager Mark Tucker, and the clients who had trained years for the privilege of climbing with Dave — spent weeks at Base Camp waiting out storms and honing the techniques that would keep them alive through the Icefall and the Death Zone. None of this could have prepared them for the earthquake that shook Everest and all their lives on the morning of April 25, 2015. Shook tells their story of resilience, nerve, and survival on the deadliest day in Everest’s history.

You can purchase Shook from CW here.

About Nerve

Frozen in terror during a mountain descent, award-winning journalist Eva Holland reaches her breaking point. Since childhood, she's been gripped by two debilitating phobias: fear of losing her mother, and fear of heights. The worst has already happened: Eva's mother died suddenly and unexpectedly in 2015. But now--after an arduous, embarrassing, and tearful finale to her ice-climbing expedition--Eva decides, enough. Fear may define her past, but she won't let it dictate her future.

Thus begins Holland's quest to renegotiate her inhibiting relationship with fear. In stirring, raw prose, she reveals what it's like to live in the clutches of paralyzing dread. And with remarkable courage, she tests the limits of what one can do to live less fearfully--from engaging in daring adventure to cutting-edge research: She confronts her acrophobia by jumping out of an airplane, explores the lives of rare individuals who feel little or no fear, and meets with scientists working to eliminate phobias with a single pill.

Of course, one doesn't have to go out of the way to face fear; by horrible coincidence, a series of freak accidents leaves Holland deeply shaken. Determined to stay the course, she seeks out a surprisingly effective treatment involving eye movement--to reckon with lingering trauma and anxiety to rid herself of intrusive memories and panics while driving.

Ultimately, Holland's odyssey sheds light on universal questions: How do we feel fear, and why? Is fear necessary? Is it rooted in the body or the mind? And it brings her ever closer to knowing: Is there a better way to feel afraid? Finding the nerve to face down her fears, Holland not only shows us how to grapple with our own, but invites us to embrace them as a way to live happier and feel more alive.

You can purchase Nerve from CW here.

About the Authors

Jennifer Hull is a writer and teacher. She grew up in New York, graduated cum laude from Cornell University with a bachelor’s degree in history, and has a master’s degree in education. She has taught K-12 students as well as college freshmen at the University of New Mexico. She lives in New Mexico with her husband, twin sons, and cocker spaniel.

Eva Holland is a correspondent for Outside magazine, and a former editor at Up Here, the magazine of Canada's Far North. Her work has also appeared in Esquire, Wired, Bloomberg, Pacific Standard, AFAR, Smithsonian, Grantland, Seattle Met, National Geographic News, and many other outlets. Her work has been nominated for a Canadian National Magazine Award, anthologized in The Best Women's Travel Writing and The Best Canadian Sports Writing, and listed among the notable selections in multiple editions of The Best American Essays, The Best American Sports Writing, and The Best American Travel Writing. She lives in the Yukon Territory.